Why do I feel as if Im sitting on a ticking timer?
As if, it is only a matter of time, before this fragile illusion shatters ?
Why do I feel responsible for upholding and preserving this illusion?
When I do know, that Im not the creator of it ? When I do know ,that even though I will feel, as if I have shattered , instead of the illusion, it shall be really be me set free.
To be alive as Ive never been alive before.