• 

If you are not satisfied with the way things are in your life right now then you need to only stop and look inside. What is the climate like inside of your mind?
What thoughts are you thinking predominantly ? Are you letting your imagination take you away to deep dark hopeless places ? Or are you resting in appreciation of the now moments in your life?
What does it matter what inspiring stories you tell yourself, if you do not embody the same at all times.
List down the things in the now that please you .
That bring you to love …to loving yourself.
Use the tools available to you.
Don’t learn more.
Quantity is not necessary . You already have all that you need to change the climate in your mind forever 💕

When you are constantly battling with the weight of your conditioned expectations of yourself, others and life in general….its a losing battle.

Instead of wanting it set in stone,
learn to let it flow instead.

Fluid and everchanging.

Making the best of everything that shows up.

• 

Speaking your truth can scare most people.
They do not want raw , jagged, uncomfortable truth.

Hiding from their own truths, sitting in their safe zones, your truth reminds them of theirs.
The truth that they have tried so hard, to suppress , transmute , dull down or ignore. Desperately , they want you to conform…just be what you used to be, is their silent plea.
Like talking to a wild animal from the other side of the bars of the cage, petrified that it shall break free…wanting it to remain in captivity …so they can be safe.
I know how they feel.
I was them once.

• 

You caught that branch as you drifted past it….wanting it to ground you…still you….soothe you. Give you a sense of belonging. The pull of the natural flow of life is now breaking that hold on that branch.

Let go. What are you so afraid of ? A new beginning ? Or a new ending ?

Life is always changing. There are no real beginnings or endings….just flowing of one into another…..flowing , merging , expanding…..that is the only constant part of life.

Let go and let life live through you.

Who knows what kind of magic it shall wash up your shores ? What kind of adventures it shall bring you to.

Instead of leaning away and resisting it….let go.

Let it.

Nothing catches your ego minds attention as someone in dissent or disharmony. That is because , that is drama , and your ego mind loves and thrives on drama. It ensures that you remain in oblivion to your true unlimited nature, your natural inclusive self.
Step out of that temptation to join in that conversation that is beating up someone or something, that is railing against something or the other ,where one persons sense of victimization / anger or injustice fuels the others too.
Step out just once , and see the liberation you feel. The sense of remaining in alignment with your highest and truest nature. Once you taste that liberation, you will no longer be tempted. Or atleast less and less so , until you see it for what it really is.

Completely unworthy of you.

Why do I feel as if Im sitting on a ticking timer?

As if, it is only a matter of time, before this fragile illusion shatters ?
Why do I feel responsible for upholding and preserving this illusion?

When I do know, that Im not the creator of it ? When I do know ,that even though I will feel, as if I have shattered , instead of the illusion, it shall be really be me set free.

To be alive as Ive never been alive before.

There is a perception of calm on either side of a difficult decision.

And in the midst of it …….a deep anguish, that rips you apart

Stop testing how much you are loved by others.
If you are doing that, you have already failed in how much you should be loving yourself.

• 

Living close to the surface, treading water in the shallows….fooling yourself into believing its safe.
The depths call out to you. Plunge in , they say !
Never mind the shredding of your heart….the ripping apart of the shells covering your naked soul ….plunge in !

Plunge into the depths of what you fear the most.
Let it tear you apart and set you free.

Searing words , when not allowed to find freedom through expression, turn my insides into molten lava. Ah the destruction ! The pain !