Nothing catches your ego minds attention as someone in dissent or disharmony. That is because , that is drama , and your ego mind loves and thrives on drama. It ensures that you remain in oblivion to your true unlimited nature, your natural inclusive self.
Step out of that temptation to join in that conversation that is beating up someone or something, that is railing against something or the other ,where one persons sense of victimization / anger or injustice fuels the others too.
Step out just once , and see the liberation you feel. The sense of remaining in alignment with your highest and truest nature. Once you taste that liberation, you will no longer be tempted. Or atleast less and less so , until you see it for what it really is.

Completely unworthy of you.

Why do I feel as if Im sitting on a ticking timer?

As if, it is only a matter of time, before this fragile illusion shatters ?
Why do I feel responsible for upholding and preserving this illusion?

When I do know, that Im not the creator of it ? When I do know ,that even though I will feel, as if I have shattered , instead of the illusion, it shall be really be me set free.

To be alive as Ive never been alive before.

There is a perception of calm on either side of a difficult decision.

And in the midst of it …….a deep anguish, that rips you apart

Stop testing how much you are loved by others.
If you are doing that, you have already failed in how much you should be loving yourself.

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Living close to the surface, treading water in the shallows….fooling yourself into believing its safe.
The depths call out to you. Plunge in , they say !
Never mind the shredding of your heart….the ripping apart of the shells covering your naked soul ….plunge in !

Plunge into the depths of what you fear the most.
Let it tear you apart and set you free.

Searing words , when not allowed to find freedom through expression, turn my insides into molten lava. Ah the destruction ! The pain !

There is no condition that I need met , to have a happy day. No condition that I need met, before I love me or the beautiful people in my life❤

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Have the courage to look into the eyes of everyone you meet. Their eyes tell a story that their words often cannot.

Before that, have the courage to look into the eyes that stare at you in your mirror. Look into those eyes with love, with kindness. If you can do that, looking into another persons eyes becomes so much easier.

— Oscar Wilde.

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