Let go of your ideas of yourself.
Empty yourself not of yourself….but of the ideas you have picked up ABOUT yourself, along the way.
You are not all you think you are and yet when you can look beyond the natural limitations of that vision which is merely an illusion , you will be able to finally sense ALL that you truly are.
That is way more helpful to you and those you serve.
Emptying yourself of one way just to fill yourself with what you have understood to be a more desirable version, is not true emptying.
True emptying means the you that you think is you, no longer exists. “

The time leading upto now was to fill ourselves up so we could be grounded in this, find our feet.
Now that that is done, we are being led to emptying ourselves. This is a natural progression.

“Its not about you” …is what Im getting over and over. Not in a mean way. Its with so much love and gentleness.
Its about being empty so that there is a true channeling of the full spectrum of light. Of love.
The 1st phase ….was to bring about self awareness, compassion and love towards self…putting up boundaries for this reason , grounding and making us confident in ourselves.
Now is the next phase.
Of going outwards…full of emptiness…the kind of emptiness that can hold space. No longer about us individually. Its about Alllll of us collectively

Be vulnerable.
In your vulnerability, lies your authenticity.

Be empty
Your emptiness allows for the fullness of life

Be honest and raw
The rawness allows for real connection

Be full of faith
Its Faith that opens the door to miracles

Let go of expectations

When expectations leave, joy returns

Be willing to face what you fear
The fears won’t seem so fearsome after all

Empty yourself of all your “longings “
The longings blind you to the blessings that are already present in your life

Don’t look to the future nor get stuck in the past,
Its only in the “Now” moment, that true magic lasts

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The incessant struggle between the knowing and the yearning…..

The knowing, slowly leading to stillness, to acceptance…with brief glimpses of the unhindered joy, that waits patiently.

The acceptance of what is…..

And yet, the dying throes of the yearning still hurts …still causes pain

The observance of this pain comes and goes….sometimes as the observer and sometimes intertwined unrecognisably with the pain.

And yet the knowing of that joy that lies beneath….that knowing gives hope.

The knowing that there is a choice ….a choice in letting go now so the struggle can cease.

The knowing that becomes stronger and calmer and stays longer and longer ….much longer than the pain.

The hope that one day soon, the knowing will be all thats left.

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Each one carries their wounds differently.

Some are carried with neon signs so they cannot be missed , some deeply hidden inside, but causing the same pain.
Some like to talk about them incessantly and some not at all. Some look for healing , some keep their wounds fresh because they are not yet ready to let go of them.

Even the wounds we carry are not the same.
Some are open wounds, some merely scars.
Some many, some few.

The point is we all do.

How we treat them, what we do with them, whether we learn from them (or not), how we choose(or not) to heal them, is different but make no mistake, we all have wounds and we carry them differently.

Once we are sure of this, we must tend to our own paths whilst being kind to all those we cross paths with.

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Every rejection is an invitation to come home to yourself …..to love yourself more fiercely, to give yourself the validation you are looking for, outside of you.

Every rejection is a push to hunt for that unending magical stream of joy that runs inside of you and is unaffected by external elements. 

Every rejection ultimately is a huge opportunity to learn to completely accept yourself.

And then finally the realisation comes that that was the only acceptance that was ever needed.

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Is Disillusionment necessary on this path of growth, expansion and clarity?

It depends on what you are implying when you use the term disillusionment.
Disillusionment merely means a breaking of the illusion and as such it is definitely an intrinsic part of this process.

Afterall, this IS an illusion, isn’t it ?

When we come into a human incarnation, we have , what is called an egoic consciousness or awareness that propels us and anchors us firmly into this illusion through our egoic desires.
As we go along however , we find that these do not quench that ultimate thirst of knowing/ being/ understanding it all.

That can only come through the shattering of the illusion because IT ( the ultimate knowing/ being) is not a part of this illusion.  IT exists beyond this illusion and nothing here can satisfy it.

I have been equating disillusionment to suffering, whereas now I see that they are two separate things.
The ‘ disillusionment’ is inevitable, but the suffering is not. It is dependent on the amount of attachment to the illusion.
If the attachment is deeper then the suffering is more.
That is why the sages preach loving detachment.

Letting go in faith.

Surrendering.

Surrendering in faith, love , joy , hope…..not in fear.

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Many souls at this stage choose to not become parents so they can focus on the final stretch. However when they do choose to become parents, they might seem to others to be disconnected somewhat and not as intensely involved in their childrens lives. To youger souls in the throes of their missions of intense connection, this seems strange and out of their understanding.
Yet the older souls are not affected by the outside perceptions / limitations and societal norms. They are well aware , that as fragile or helpless they appear, their children are actually mighty and divine souls themselves upon their own unique journeys independent of their parents or siblings.
They recognise the importance of that independent journey and honour and acknowledge it by focussing on their own expansion and experience.
Children who choose to come to such souls also have , in most cases evolved to a point that is perfect for this level of non interference in their journeys. In fact some very evolved souls on missions of increasing levels of awareness and consciousness, come through to a parent soul like this so that the parent soul naturally support their missions.
In some cases of course there are exceptions …and in those cases the souls who have much to learn, come through as children to these souls to teach them any final lessons of loving acceptance etc that they might need to fine tune. They in turn, get to learn their own lessons through the loving acceptance / detachment that their parent soul offer

I got a vivid visual message today …
I saw Dr Wayne Dyer standing in a very bright place with a table of books stacked in front of him and somehow I knew that the title of those books was significant.
He was smiling reassuringly
I could only see one title very very clearly.
It said ” BELONG TO ME “
I was confused at the time.
Then I felt that even though Dr Dyer was the author ( in my vision) , the title was not referring to him but to God
Belong to God
I felt vaguely, that the message was about shifting the focus from humans who are imperfect and who are conditional to that which is perfect and totally unconditional.
It felt as if to focus on belonging to God would take away any hurt and would in fact be a relationship that would elevate
Like Rumi , Like Shams of Tabriz, like Meera etc
Belonging to God….and therefore nothing here, can hurt anymore.

Imagine the love, support, and vibration of that connection.

A lot of souls will continue to choose connection as a primary or secondary mission as it propels them into relationships….it is the egoic anchor into this illusion. The need to have that connection is what tethers the soul firmly into this illusion. And therefore the immersive experiences which cannot happen without this tethering. If a soul does not have this deep need for connection through their mission, it will very easily be able to find its way back to source because that is a great pull ingrained inside of it.
However connection and the need for relationships with others , makes the soul engage with other souls and in doing so learns many, many in fact most of its life lessons / themes.
It is in the interactions that one is almost forced to learn. The image comes of a heavy weight that keeps an object under water where it experiences the currents and everything else under the water. The moment the anchor is released however, its natural inclination is to bob up to the surface.
Thus many old souls will be found quite happy to be ” alone” and yet will not feel alone. The pull towards the real union is so profound and the sensing of the ultimate love so uplifting and joyous, that relationships / connections with other souls pale in comparision.
However the love does not go away.
In fact it increases.

The need for close intimate relationships is replaced by this overwhelming love felt for all.
As one steps more and more in the direction of the coming into wholeness and completion , more and more of God’s love and light shines through this person and spills on to others.

This is why they call it enlightenment.

The soul getting rid of everything that held it in darkness …moving towards lightness and being light.

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“I love you.”
I love you, but that has not much to do with you , in fact nothing to do with you and everything to do with what is inside me.
I love me and I fill myself up with that love.
When I do so, it automatically overwhelms me with love for you. I may not even know you well. I may not know the parts of you that you yourself have disowned or are ashamed of. Even if I did, they would not stop this love from flowing towards you as this love has nothing to do with you and everything to do with what is bubbling up in exhileration from inside of me.

This love that I feel for you has no conditions.
It cannot.
The source of this love is not me….it comes from an unending stream that comes from deep inside of me and connects us all , only if we would step out of the way to allow it in.
You have this magical stream inside of you too. Whether you choose to let it wash over you and drown you in its bliss, or stay on the outside questioning its very existence, is a choice you get to make.

Either ways, I still love you. ”

-This has been percolating for a few days as I notice the way the love just pours out.

I feel enveloped in it all the time. So cannot help but project it outwards with no holds barred. Whether its family , friends or perfect strangers !
I also notice how people do not know how to react to it . It makes me smile.
I feel as if I know what they feel….. Ive been there…questioning motives…looking for hidden agenda….mistrusting Love and care if freely dispensed.

At the same time, most people blossom under its onslaught.

That blossoming , that opening up to love…is so very beautiful to observe.

And yet, thats not why it comes.

It just does…

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The universe is always giving me feedback on my predominant thoughts.

If I see unpleasantness and drama around me most of the time, then the source is me.

If I see joy and gratitude , the source is me.

If I see sickness and ill health , the source is me.

If I see compassion and kindness, the source is me .

If I see unfairness and judgement, the source is me.

If I see love and magic , the source is me.

Whatever I focus upon, I give energy to and therefore bring more of, into my life. 

Knowing this empowers me, releases me from the shackles of feeling like a victim.

If the source is me, then I am not, and have never been, a victim.

I am, instead, writing the script of my life, as I go along. I can choose to edit the script, to change what I bring into my experience.

The Source, after all, is me.

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